Persistence prevails when all else fails

With with more testing is sight the pressure is on to make more improvements in the short space of time since the last testing. We had an individual goal setting review and we have been told we have to reach certain targets to stay on this boot camp. At the time I found it very positive and something to aim for but training with fatigue can soon make you feel like the target is a out of sight. I found you have to quickly dismiss these negative thoughts and remember that no matter how tired you are you still have to make sure you give 100% and get as much out of the session as possible. With people around you, all potential competitors for 2012 selection there is no time to take it easy on anything!

We did some more hill sprints this week but as it was raining . . . AGAIN so for health and safety reasons we couldn’t run down the hills so our coach told us to roll down them. Yes getting on the floor and rolling down in the mud and goose s**t that seams to b everywhere. As some people know I get car sick very easily and hate all fair ground rides for the simple reason; they make me very sick! By the last hill sprint I was crawling back up the hill instead of running and Antonia was following shortly behind.

Later on that day we had our first race in K4's where we were put into random crew boats with experienced kayakers and had to race 10k! Most of us had only paddled 6k at the most in one water session and that was with countless stops, wobbles and fallings out. So the challenge was on to not just complete the race without our arms failing us but also to beat the crews with the other talent ID girls in. We all got though it, my crew didn't come last, and arms could just about reach mouth to have dinner so it was all good. Made me realise how much stronger we have to be.

Today we had a proper rest day and all went to a very posh leisure centre where they did us a special deal for being 'Women’s British Fast Track Kayaking Squad' little did they know we have only been on it four weeks! Jihan joined us for the day too and had no problem flashing her guns along with the rest of us to prove we were part of the squad.